My love for Omar was carefully premeditated. Before I met him, I knew I wanted to love him. I often imagined all the loving ways I’d treat him, long before we met. It felt so real. It was a fact: I was going to do everything I could to make Omar feel truly loved. And […]

I want to believe you didn’t know what you were doing. Perhaps you didn’t understand the magnitude of suffering you had just laid down for my life. Maybe you were too immature and ignorant to comprehend the consequences of your actions. But in some way it pains me to think of you as that heartless. […]